We are a literate, intermediate to advanced AU Transformers RPG Based off of the first season of TFP with dashes of other incarnations sprinkled here or there. Characters from any continuity are welcome however must be restyled to match the TFPrime universe.
Active, with ongoing plotlines, we are always willing to integrate new characters into storylines once incorporated into the setting.
The scarse light of the late hours reflected from Sniper's green armor plating as white streaks. He was polished and clean, even if his face plate was tarnished by the usual grumpy expression that was more or less the spy's signature. He was leaning against a wall, waiting. He had been ordered on patrol duty, which he wouldn't - of course - be doing by himself. Being the first Decepticon to defect and seek sanctuary from the Autobots on this planet, Sniper had the 'privilege' of a personal Autobot escort, where ever he went. And this time, his escort and patrol buddy was none other than the Prime himself.
Prior to the attack on the Nemesis, which Sniper was still sore about, him and Optimus had had an argument. It had not been the most intense one Sniper had ever been a part of, but his emotions had been severely compromised during its course. He sneered at the thought of it and shifted his weight from one leg to another.
His gaze danced along the blue horizon. The was beginning to settle on the Nevada desert, washing everything with a deep shade of indigo blue.
The rumble of an engine noise came quickly from down the entry-tunnel to the outside, the noise followed shortly by the glow of headlights swinging against the wall, and more immediately by massive front-fender of a Peterbilt 379. The semi came up the last of the turn before stopping just before entering the control room, the parked truck quickly and fluidly coming apart at the seams and standing up into Optimus Prime’s root mode. Bright blue optics flickered, focusing on the sullen figure of Sniper waiting for him and looking perfectly ready to give him a good long silent treatment for the duration of their patrol.
Being unpopular with the troops was, actually, something Optimus was familiar with. Not now so much, as during the opening salvos of the war – while politics were still in the way of people’s opinions, and he’d yet to prove himself as anything but an orator or a political figure. More to the point, being a leader did not necessitate that everyone liked you – it was a more critical question of whether, despite their opinions, they would follow you. Shadowrunner, for example, whom he’d just left on her patrol, didn’t like him. She, however, would still follow him; the machinations of her logic still tying her loyalties to this cause.
Sniper… he was looking out for himself and, oddly enough, that was more likely to ensure his loyalties to the Autobots in this instance. After all, this mech had experienced firsthand what Megatron and his upper command did to traitors. After the attack on the Nemesis, Sniper had thoroughly burned his bridges to the Decepticons cause. Regardless of whether he was in attendance for the fight or not… something they probably needed to discuss.
“If you are ready, Sniper. Then we should go,” said Optimus.
And there was the Prime. Fresh from his patrol route, which he had been driving with Shadowrunner, no doubt. That femme meant business. Much like Sniper himself, she didn't seem to like anyone or anything in particular. While the spy didn't exactly fancy the Prime's company, he would still rather drive the route with him than with the said femme.
"And here I thought our date had been cancelled," Sniper said, unfolding his long arms. His voice was as sour and cold as ever, and with an echo of it still lingering in the night air, the spy collapsed into his fancy vehicle mode.
It was like his wheels would have glided on glass as he drove a loose circle to the yard of the Autobot base. He stopped, adjusting his headlights while waiting the Prime to gather himself. It was obvious that a lamborghini would have no trouble keeping up with the Prime's pace on the route. And speaking of speed, Sniper would rather have this patrol over and done with - and the sooner the better.
He was still angry. Or rather, angrier than usual.
Ignoring Sniper’s general distemper, Optimus transformed into his alt mode and followed the irritable lambo-bot outside, passing the parked mechanoid at a leisurely pace onto the road. He didn’t exactly expect to hold a steady conversation with the mech, who was putting off a foul EM field a good ten meters out. He was clearly still incredibly angry about not being allowed to participate in the raid of the Decepticon flagship. Optimus was not going to point out that, had Sniper come along, he would not have been permitted to seek out the specific mechanoids he’d wronged any way… and more to the point, if he had been allowed to, he would have met with an extreme and gory end.
They had been on the road for a little bit when Optimus broke his quiet.
“Sniper, I know it has already been said, but we do owe our victory on the Nemesis to you.” There was a curve in the road, curling around the side of a sandstone butte, gauzy moonlight lighting the road. “No one was hurt yesterday. Because of the accuracy and immediacy of the data you provided, we completed our objectives and everyone came home.” Optimus let that hang a moment. “For that you have my gratitude.”
Sniper followed the truck. Optimus was a steady driver - even a bit slow for Sniper's taste. But then, he himself was a sports car. And as impatience wasn't one of Sniper's many vices, he was fine with driving just a few feet behind the truck, his field lingering around him as a thick cloud of grumpy. Although, when the Prime started talking, the said cloud was lifted and replaced by a mild, strangled surprise. Sniper still felt it was odd someone should actually thank him for his services. Bumblebee had done it … and now Prime. While the spy had always known this kind of back patting to be a big part of how the Autobots co-operated, he wasn't used to it.
Sniper didn't know quite how to react. And so, the mild, surprised notes in his field were washed with his usual grumpy signature as well.
"Your gratitude is only words," he said with the very same signature in his voice. "And words are very unlikely to get me Starscream's head on plate," anger spiked behind Sniper words. While he was still angry, this time it was his defenses talking.
And with that, Sniper grew silent for a moment, the anger in his field toning down a little. "…but you're welcome," he then muttered.
Optimus didn’t slow down or give any sign of being perturbed by the Decepticon’s violent rebuttal. In four million years of war, the Prime has long since learned that the line between ‘Autobot’ and ‘Decepticon’ behavior was thinner than some – himself included – would like to admit. The truth was he’d simply heard far worse from mechanoids under his own command, linkages locked, hydraulics hot with the heat of their hatred. Sniper had some of that. It burned off him clear enough, that stark vapor of loathing that Optimus readily identified. Most Autobots carried that rage in them at some level or another, jammed in the wiring around their spark, between their teeth, lodged in their throats and in their heads to saw new wounds into their still-living generations.
“Why him,” asked Optimus, “and not the rest of the Decepticon High Command?”
Sniper answered the Prime's question with a silence at first. It wasn't like the spy's hate was without reasons - absolutely not. But Sniper was hesitating to share them. And not only because they were of fragile and humiliating nature, but because a part of Sniper was afraid that the Prime's wisdom might make him give them up. This revenge was the sole purpose of Sniper's existence now. It was all he had left. Or at least he liked to think so, as he was yet to fully understand the alliances he had formed with the Autobots.
"The more there are dead Decepticons, the better," Sniper continued, lifting the silence. "But I have a reason to believe it was Starscream who sold me out," a bitter note danced on these words. Another silence occurred. When he finally spoke again, there was something very heavy about his words. "He humiliated me and had full intentions of getting me killed when I seized to be of any further use to him. And let me assure you, I don't take humiliation lightly." Of course, this wasn't the entire truth, but Sniper had no way of knowing what had happened for sure. And Starscream was the type of mech who would gladly take credit for such treason, even if he hadn't actually played any part in it.
"And speaking of which," Sniper started again, the same bitterness about his voice. But this time there was something grim ... something dark, too. "I will also take great pleasure in pulling Soundwave's mind apart one file and circuit at a time." While it was anyone's guess how Sniper would react to meeting the Spymaster again, for now, there was only anger and hate. Soundwave had tortured Sniper in a very private and painful way, and was way beyond Sniper's forgiveness and mercy.
“That isn’t how Autobots do things,” said Optimus very simply.
He didn’t say anything else because when someone was this angry it was seldom useful to lecture them on the nature of right and wrong within a war-time setting. There were certainly times, desperate and dark hours when the Autobots were pushed to the brink of their morality and they were afforded no ‘right’ answers. Optimus was used to having no ‘right’ answers. There was what was necessary and only what was absolutely necessary and having held to that very thin line of morality in the abyss that had been this war… revenge was something Optimus understand but had no time for.
“The path you choose is your own, Sniper, but the Autobots will not help you settle a personal vendetta built on the foundation of your pride.” Optimus didn’t say anything for a moment, then, “Starscream has killed countless Autobots in front of me. My friends and soldiers, subordinates and civilians. It is plausible that he deserves to die and that he is not just a CO following the orders of madmech inn a time of war… but that does not give me the right to kill him.” Optimus sped up a little bit. “But as I said, your choices are your own, Sniper."
A cold string of laughter escaped Sniper's voicebox. There was no happiness to it - rather, it was ironic and empty.
"Truly Prime, I don't know if I should envy you for being so wise, or pity you for being so blind," he said, his voice growing as cold and as steady as it usually was. "But my choises are indeed my own," Sniper continued. "So if the purpose of this patrol was to get me to give up my plans, you can forget it." A silence fell. "I'm not as good of a mech as you are," he said, letting accidentally slipping open a memory file of a discussion he had had with Bumblebee. While Optimus was a victim - having stated that he had seen friends, subordinates and civilians die - Sniper was a culprit. He had killed those friends, subordinates and civilians himself.
In a way, Sniper's revenge was also an extension to his guilt. He didn't quite know how to deal with it, because it was new to him. So some of the hatred he had for himself had gotten mixed with the kind that was meant for the Decepticons.
Optimus ‘glanced’ behind him, in so much as a semi-truck could do so. Sniper was kind of lagging a little bit, not in a fashion that suggested he would fall behind so much as he might have been trying to put space between himself and the Prime. Optimus had rather expected the hostility, but he was drawing a line in the stand. It was one thing to compromise your ethics because the moment made a purely ethical choice almost impossible… it was another to sanction vengeance.
Sniper seemed to be lashing out… rather for the sake of it. Even his insults seemed a bit… well Optimus would say he’d heard better from Bumblebee in a temple, but Sniper clearly wasn’t as angry with Optimus has he would have liked to be. Or maybe he was just bad at comebacks. Mostly he seemed distracted. Optimus gauged that perhaps Sniper’s distemper might have more to do with that fact that, robbed of a chance to exact revenge, he was having to examine his motives for it more closely.
Or he was thinking how he could shoot out Optimus’ tires and make a break for it. One of those extremes. He was hung up rather on... Sniper opening calling himself 'bad' though and with himself as a contrast. Hmm...
“Good is subjective,” said Optimus quietly. “Ask most Decepticons and they would tell you I am evil, my Autobots dogmatic oppressors and my methods those of a monster. You don’t share this perspective?”
"From what you might have gathered already, I have always been my own faction," with this, Sniper was gesturing at the way he had been thrown off the Nemesis after having been spying on his superiors quite shamelessly. Yet, this time he mentioned these things without a very strong bitter note, even though it was still there, as a faint shadow.
"And while it is something I can no longer afford to be," he started again, his attenttion fixing back on the Prime. From the way he had just spoken, it had suggested that he had been glancing around at their surroundings. "During my days as an information ..," a moment of hesitation. While Prime wasn't the easiest mech for Sniper to read, he had a tendency of digging out the secrets Sniper wouldn't care to reveal. That, and Sniper's past wasn't something that would provoke trust. "...merchant, I learned to form my own view of good and bad," he continued on the same professional note as before.
A very heavy silence fell - during which Sniper struggled to find the correct words. It wasn't like he didn't know what to say - he just couldn't bring himself to say it. "But I have a whole lot of years of service and of dead team mates to prove that this war makes it easy to forget which is which." Something vulnerable was spilling to the cracks in Sniper's cool. It was very subtle, but there was regret and guilt in him. Many would find it hard to believe how much.
To the admittance of loss, Optimus only emitted a silent glyph-flicker of sorrow, signed with regret, that signal of understanding because in a war loss was a given. The degree of loss was the question and it still lay therein: the teammates that Sniper lost – how had he lost them? Who were they to him in actuality, not fuction, and what in that death had set Sniper on the peculiar course he was on. Treachery among Decepticon was common enough in terms of in fighting… but actual true treachery, like Sniper had done, a full signia switch this deeply into the war was rare.
There was more at stake for an ex-Con. Megatron had his monsters out there, roving the universe for traitors. And though they were likely occupied at the opposite end of the universe, there was still always that persistent lingering fear of the Decepticon Justice Division. More so, sometimes, than Megatron himself, who didn’t have time to do much beyond what’s he’d already done with Sniper. Megatron was a warlord, but true sadism wasn’t… natural to him. It was something he affected when it would gain him something.
Not so with his murder squad.
“Information brokers tend to keep their neutrality in a war,” said Optimus. “Or they did in the beginning, until – as you said – they could not afford to.” There was a pause. “Why did you join the Decepticons?”
What was this? Comfort? Pity? Empathy? The thought of these things crossed Sniper's processor as the Prime released a peculiar little glyph on the airwaves.
"Standing between the two sides was very beneficial at the time, yes," Sniper answered to the Prime's sentiment of information brokers being without an alignment. The spy couldn't pick out what Optimus thought of such individuals, but his voice didn't sound hostile - it rarely did. Sniper wasn't sure if Optimus was able to keep his calm and knightly facade even when he was everything else inside. Much like Sniper concealed everything with hostility.
This trail of thought was, however, cut short as the next question occurred. Silence took over, as the spy attempted to find a suitable answer. He didn't give it very willingly, since he realized taht his past actions wouldn't be very beneficial in his quest to earn the Autobot leader's acceptance and trust. Or it would have been, should Sniper have been on such quest. He did, however, prefer not being chackled to the medbay. And the deeds he had in his shadow could very well put him back in there if not worded right - and possibly even if they were.
The honest truth? "I was promised things back then," Sniper started, his tone unreadable. "Unlimited resources. Power," he continued on the same note. "But as of late, I have come to the realization that-," a moment of hesitation. What followed seemed surprisingly honest: "-the price for it was too high." And I would never pay it again. "... it was a decision I wouldn't make again."
Not a believer then. Not even one of the reactionaries of the revolution. It did not appear that Sniper’s alliance with the Decepticons had anything to do with his belief system so much as his aptitude for survival. At the time, the Decepticons had simply promised him more, apparently, than the Autobots had. An alliance of convienance, as the Autobots seemed to be now. It was not the more stable of alliances, but as it stood Sniper stood lose everything if he betrayed them. Sniper was directly responsible for the loss of Megatron’s weapon, the Fallen warship. There would be no doubling back for him. He’d laid down his hand with the Autobots now.
There was a certain courage in that.
From the tone of Sniper’s voice, the price paid sounded deeply personal. Optimus wasn’t so certain that prying into that part of the Decepticon’s past would be permissible, not given their current level of familiarity. But there was some real regret there, a rawness there suggestive of something he clearly still carried with him. Much like many Autobots carried their wounds and their long-dead, Sniper too seemed to carry this regret.
“The war has cost all of us a price. Even those who do not openly say so, we do carry these things with us through the eons.” A pause. “Whatever it cost you to side with Megatron, Sniper, it is past. You have helped my team, helped bring them home safely. Whatever happened before… that is a story for you to tell, when you are ready.”
Sniper let these words echo through his processor. There was something oddly comforting about them, even if they were of such a sad nature. While Sniper wouldn't admit, nor would he ever than the Prime for their comforting qualities, even he respected their wisdom with a brief silence.
"Yes, past," Sniper repeated with a voice like puzzle that was missing a piece - no-one could quite put together the whole picture of the possible feelings behind it. He seemed deep in thought for a moment as the faces of his deceased team mates flashed through his processor.
Then, after a short while, a joyless chuckle. It was more like a sigh than a chuckle, almost. It rung hollow.
"I doubt that story will be something you'll enjoy hearing," the spy answered. "I..," a bride pause. It seemed Sniper still had trouble admitting these things to himself. These feelings were something he had locked up for such a long time he didn't know quite how to deal with them anymore. "I have death on my shoulders." his voice remained steady and unreadable. "The kind of death that might want to make you lock me back in the medbay." It was obvious Sniper wasn't willing to go back to house arrest.