We are a literate, intermediate to advanced AU Transformers RPG Based off of the first season of TFP with dashes of other incarnations sprinkled here or there. Characters from any continuity are welcome however must be restyled to match the TFPrime universe.
Active, with ongoing plotlines, we are always willing to integrate new characters into storylines once incorporated into the setting.
Jazz wandered. Slowly, as his processor was still recovering from the recycled engine waste that 'Hide had coaxed into high grade, but he WAS moving, which he considered an accomplishment. He ambled through the control room and past the medbay, waving at whoever he found and every so often stopping to chat for a bit if it would have been impolite not to. But the exchanges were inevitably brief and usually ended with, "Hey, you know where the big boss is?"
Jazz had spent a whole planetary rotation doing nothing but wallowing in the feel of his cohort around him, pressed as tight to his field as he could get them. It had been...well. "Good" was an understatement.
But! There was a war on, Decepticons to defeat, innocents to defend. And as outdated as most of Jazz's intel was, it still needed to get to the officers. Given the (kind of frightening lack) of spec ops officers around, that likely meant the Prime himself.
Optimus could tell because generally everyone was in a good mood and someone had changed all the radio stations to strange channels, Jack, Miko, and Raf were arguing over whether Cybertronian music sounded like radio chatter or techno when put through the right audio filters, and there was a general air of ease around the base that was, Optimus knew, an exclusive Jazz Effect. It would have been dishonest to say that he hadn’t missed that mech’s ability to take the tension straight out of room just by being there, throwing long-wave like it were the easiest harmonic in the world, every pentatonic hum and engine noise tuned to take the edge of everything.
It was a nice change of pace when so much of the Autobots’ time on Earth had been plagued by desperation and the very keen sense of being on the ragged edge of the brink. It was the same welcome change that the children had brought to the base – anthropomorphizing humanity into more than a faceless organic mass unto which they had pledged their loyalty to protect. Jazz brought an easy attitude with him, and while Optimus knew better than to suppose the sabateur’s multi-faceted personality was always, truly, so easy going he knew the mech’s joy to be back with a team was genuine.
He also knew their new spec ops agent had been looking for him.
Mmm, Hide must have cratered him if he’s having trouble finding me on his own. Well enough, there was something he wanted to addressed with their new comer. Optimus, eventually, found Jazz wandering lackadaisically down a hallway, back to him, moving the opposite direction. He shook his head slightly.
“Jazz.”
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Jazz had heard Optimus' engine rumble and the Matrix's sweet harmonics converging on him for awhile, but hadn't hastened them on. He'd been having a good time talking with everyone. Especially the humans. He'd have to chat some more with them. They were young and fragile, but already showing the beginnings of the complexity their species was capable of.
Jazz turned, smiling. "Hey, boss bot. Been looking all over for you. Figured it was time to get back to business, eh?" He walked back to Optimus' side. "Not that my intel'll be too overuseful, I imagine. I hit a lot of dead space heading to Earth, so it's been...eh. Vorn or so since I had anything fresh. It's all yours, though."
Jazz pulled a datachip out of the port in his wrist. That'd been another reason to wander: gave him time to copy everything over to the chip. He presented it to Optimus with a flourish.
Optimus took the fancily presented data chip with a nod, grateful for any information, however dated, in regards to the movement of their fellow Autobots. To say that they had next to no intelligence on the movements of other Cybertronians would have been very accurate. There was very little, transmission wise, that got through to them from deep space and though they were set up to receive such messages… no one seemed to be talking. There were many reasons for such a communications blackout, but that did not stop one from imagining the dark implications in the silence – that there was no one left to talk.
“All data is useful, Jazz, certainly when it is so scarce,” said Optimus, setting the datachip into a reader port at his own wrist, the data disseminating through his neural net on a download subroutine. “I see you’ve settled in,” he continued, blue optics flicking up from the data chip. “I’m glad. Dead space, I imagine, is somewhat isolating and I know how you handle that kind of thing.”
AKA: not very well. Jazz was, despite his function-class, better suited for teamwork. His area of expertise often saw him working independently, but for Jazz having a team to return to at the end of that work was essential. Optimus did not underestimate what isolation could do to a Cybertronian. He took a moment to consider the saboteur.
“Would you say you are ready to take on active duty again, Jazz?”
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Jazz quirked a wry smile. "Yeah, it was--" lonely. horrible. crazy-making. "--about how you'd expect. Nothing I'd want to repeat, that's for sure." He didn't need to say anything more. Pit, the datachip would give Prime all he wanted to know about it. Long, long stints of nothing interspersed with fits of violence. It'd been over a hundred vorn since Jazz had seen a friendly mech.
Jazz perked slightly at Optimus' question, considering it honestly. The itch to bask in his family's fields was still strong, but no longer a moral imperative. So long as he wasn't going to be away for rotations at a time, he'd be fine. Especially since there were mechs here, things to do, distractions to be had.
"I'd say so, sir. I'm still catching up on the intel here, and to be honest I need Ratchet to yell at me about how much maintenance I couldn't do out in space, but I'm up for light duty. Give me a rotation or two, and I'll be good as new and ready to--" he dropped into Ironhide's accent with a grin "--kick tailpipe!"
“Good,” said Optimus, cutting straight to the chase, “because I’m promoting you to field lieutenant effective immediately.” And, before Jazz could say anything, as Optimus suspected he might want to, he went on with a touch of authoritative dryness. “As I’m sure you’ve noticed, we are a touch short handed so the chain of command can be somewhat… informal at times, but I’d like to make it official. I have known your work and expertise personally and I can depend on your strengths in a manner that I cannot necessarily do for all the others.”
He looked to Jazz directly, optics holding steady, EM field open and certain and underscored by a sense of familiar faith that he had for any of his trusted allies. “This is a task that I know you’re ready for, Jazz, but if you have questions or concerns, or if something has changed during your absence and you need to bring it to my attention before I assign you this post, now is the time.” He cycled his vents a little. “I understand that a lot can happen in vorn, certainly when solo.”
A...he...WHAT? Jazz kept the filter on his vocalizer by about one bolt.
He'd never much cared for climbing the ranks because really, what was the POINT? He'd worked to get where he could actually do what he was best at and then comfortably stayed there with no moves toward officer training at all. Spec Ops was a specialist position, with its own rank structure. They had their own hierarchy and their own officers, and it was only the highest of spec ops officers who got anywhere near the general Autobot command structure. Jazz had never bothered to seek to go any higher than Unit Agent. High enough to work alone, to lead a team, to do whatever needed to be done, but not high enough that he had to call the shots.
There was a reason for that.
And here the Prime had just destroyed all his careful responsibility-dodging by cutting across all the different rank trees with a field promotion. Cutting him all the way to--Jazz double-checked the mainframe's roster--slag, FOURTH IN COMMAND not two planetary rotations since he arrived.
Well, PIT.
"Optimus...I...." There were a lot of ways he could finish that sentence. I don't think I'm qualified or I just got here and don't feel comfortable taking command or I don't WANT to lead or...
...I can't handle it, Optimus. I know you think I can. I know you WANT to think I can. But I never took officer training because I knew I'd just be playacting at doing the right thing....
Jazz ruthlessly cut down his own turmoil. He was very, very afraid that Optimus wouldn't be dissuaded, but he had to try. "Optimus, I...to be honest I'm afraid I'd be a terrible officer."
The single word held a lot of nuance, most of the harmonics there pitched specifically at soothing the Bot’s obviously frazzled EMF, expressing in shortwave that he understood. As an intelligence agent, infiltrator, and spec ops operative, there were virtually none more multi-talented than Jazz. In a pinch, one could rely on the saboteur to be whatever one required to get the job done; and it did not escape Optimus that Jazz’s personality followed his function class. He worked autonomouosly, generally; provided top notch intell and advantages for his allies, but making decisions for them and taking responsibility for those decisions… like most mechs Jazz did not have the predilection for it. A position with which Optimus was very familiar.
“You’ve met the team,” he continued, “so you know that our numbers are small and the chain of command somewhat irregular. Your position as officer is based on experience and ability. You have both tactical, field, and command experience despite your infiltration focus.” Optimus’ words shifted slightly, taking on a less commanding tone and shifting more toward reassurance. “More to the point, Arcee is the senior field lieutenant here on earth. You’ll be taking your cues from her. I simply need a mech I can rely on to help her and take point on Autobot recon.”
Optimus paused before adding, “I know you are adaptable, Jazz, but I will not dismiss your concerns. Why do you feel that you are not the mech to take on this position?”
The reminder that he was far from alone in the command structure let Jazz calm...somewhat. Still, the idea that Jazz was two skilled but highly targetable mechs away from...no, Jazz didn't want to think about that.
Jazz partitioned his processor threads ruthlessly. Over HERE the surprise. Over THERE the spec ops imperative to not be noticed. Over THERE--in the INCINERATOR--the fear and inadequacy, thank you.
None of them were reasons to not give Optimus what he needed. And he NEEDED officers. Needed bots he could count on among all the new and untried refugees and half-younglings. Jazz could hear that need in stressed systems and the creak of too-tight joints.
No, none of his hang-ups were reasons to say no. Which was why he didn't. Hadn't. Wouldn't.
Didn't keep him from feeling obligated to point out that it was a bad slagging idea, though.
Jazz turned, venting a sigh, leaning his back to the wall. "I'm not saying no, Optimus, just reminding you of who we're talking about here. You remember the talk we had, on Velis? All that still applies. I'm not a good Autobot. I'm not even a particularly good mech. I've got holes in my morals you could drive your alt through. I patch 'em over by asking myself what YOU would do, but that doesn't always work."
Jazz gestured at the chip in Optimus' wrist. "Check the reports and LOOK. Out in the black, I got convinced that by the time I got anywhere useful everyone'd be dead. When I heard that Sunny and Sides were on the captured-presumed-dead list, the brakes came off. The next two 'Con emplacements I found I took out. All of 'em. No survivors. I picked 'em off in ones and twos, seein' how many I could kill before the alert went up. Then I just started leavin' the bodies where they could find 'em. No real reason, just to make 'em afraid. The last survivor I'd let run around for a rotation or two, let 'em think they'd been spared, just to see it all crash back into their optics 'fore I killed 'em. An' ya know what? I ain't sorry."
Jazz shrugged. " 'n that was just old friends. That wasn't 'Hide or Blue or YOU. Ya want a reason not t'give me command? That's it."
The Kaon had seeped back into his voice, while the emotion had seeped out. Jazz could hear it, cringed internally at it, reluctant to show what he was mostly sure was his true face...but also hearing the echo of their conversation on Velis.
Look at me, Optimus, he'd said, long ago and galaxies away. This is me, under the masks. You sure this is what you want?
Optimus didn’t say anything while Jazz made his argument which, to his unrefined audios, had started to sound something like a confession so he made no comment while the saboteur detailed the brutality of his actions. He did not know Sunstreaker or Sideswipe by anything but name and ugly reputation but he didn’t remark on this, only noted the loss. At the end it, for a moment, Optimus persisted in saying nothing. He thought only of Velis and what he’d said then: Yes. I am sure.
“Jazz,” he said at last, quietly, “when you first came to me you were switcher and a Decepticon saboteur. That did not matter to me then because you chose to be an Autobot.” Optimus shifted his weight slightly, optics flickering briefly up in recall before dropping back to the other mech.
“What you do in a moment of grief or rage does not define you. Nor does any past mistake. All mechanisms have the ability to choose who they will be and I have seen you choose to be a monster.” His tone softened slightly. “And I have seen you choose to be the mech that I’ve grown to trust with my life and lives of those that follow me. It is what we choose to be, now and going forward, that matters.” Because our lives, he thought, are too long and storied to not let pass the mistakes of our history… or what hope do any of us have for forgiveness or a future? The Prime hummed slightly, optics flickering.
“Whatever face you choose, Jazz, at the core of it you are a mech I trust to protect and care for your team. That is the quality I need in an officer right now.” He held his friend’s gaze. “Do you disagree?”
Jazz could only stand there for a long moment, spark spinning. Then his frame slumped, tension running out of him.
That. Slag like THAT was how Optimus had earned his loyalty. Jazz wasn't sure how he did it. It was like the Prime had parts of Jazz's spark Jazz didn't even know existed and Optimus kept GIVING THEM BACK TO HIM.
Jazz shook his head, hand reaching up and out to lay on Optimus' arm, his field leaking utterly inappropriate-for-Primely-company resonances of exasperation and gratitude and bewildered love.
Jazz patted the battered plating under his hand. "I don't understand you. I used to think you were just that good. Now I think you're just that crazy." He vented a resigned sigh. "I just hope I don't disappoint."
Stepping back, Jazz shook himself, plating flaring and clacking down again in a wave, the mask (one of the easy ones, worn to familiarity with time and use) going back on. "All right, then. So, any place in particular you want me to start? I mean after I get the place up to spec ops code and all."
Optimus only offered a very slight half smile and a slighter head inclination at the accusation of crazy, but made exactly zero attempts to refute the mech or pull away from the sudden pulse of complex frequency against his plating – the tangled mess of Jazz’s sentiments and that brief, physical pressure against alloy. It was the same arm Megatron had ripped apart during their confrontation at Chernobyl and despite Ratchet’s best efforts there was still some… neural damage there because the pressure seemed to conduct from his forearm into the shoulder with a sensitivity that seemed hyperaware.
Or maybe Jazz was not inhibiting himself as he might have. Optimus thought a moment, expression giving absolutely nothing away on the subject of his still damaged arm.
“I think for now focus on security as I have said. Arcee will take the lead on your… training so your other responsibilities will be meted out as needed.” A slight smile in his tone, quickly gone. “An additional matter though: One of our new arrivals is high level special operations.” A flicker of blue optics, the suppression of a low pulse of worry. “Shadowrunner. She works with the Lucky Thirteen; I’m sure you’ve heard of them. Their status and position is unknown to her and she has been… lost since her arrival. I think she could benefit from having another of her caliber to work under.”
A shrug, a note of humor. “Consider it a test run for officer status, lieutenant.”
Lieutenant. Primus but this was gonna end, as the humans said, in tears. But hey, what was one more bad idea in the sea of bad ideas they'd all been floating in since the war started?
The Thirteen, huh? Jazz had heard of them. Heard good things, in that "they get slag done" way. He'd never met them, though, so he made a note to look them up, right next to the note to see who knew Shadow and see what he could find out before talking to her. If she was bad enough off for Optimus to worry, then obviously she was a tricky case. Wait, hadn't Ironhide mentioned her? Best to start there, probably....
Jazz saluted, grinning wryly. "Yes, sir. I'll do my best."
He looked up at Optimus, still standing close. That creak. That system whine. That perpetually complicated field, always heavy with responsibility-urgency-concern. And this was after a month with no significant Decepticon contacts.
Jazz wondered how long it'd been since Optimus had recharged easily or enough. How long it'd been since he'd been able to relax. How long it'd been since he'd had any sort of release valve on the pressure he put on himself. If it was within the last vorn Jazz would be incredibly surprised.
This, Jazz thought, was his problem. He cared. He needed a "What Would Optimus Prime Do?" handbook to know what to DO about it sometimes, but he cared.
"Anything else, sir?" Jazz asked, sensors flung wide.
“I think I’ve assigned you enough to keep you occupied for quite some time.”
So I’d best hold off any other responsibilities before you have an anxiety attack. The Prime didn’t say as much, but he could tell that he’d currently pressed the saboteur’s limits psychologically. Giving command to any mech was a difficult decision, warranting careful consideration and deliberation but with Jazz there was no doubt in Optimus’ mind that whatever happened… Jazz would do what was necessary to see every though. Potentially, he admitted to himself, prioritizing necessity over methodology. Perhaps if Ray Clancy had not been slain in the last Decepticon attack, if so many other human lives had not been lost as collateral to Megatron’s ends, Optimus would have been more cautious.
As it was, the Prime was feeling exceptionally little give in his option that doing the necessary to keep the others safe took priority over seeking ways to reconcile with the Decepticons. The rabid, psychotic, even animal hatred in Megatron’s optics during their last confrontation still… lingered. The echo of that mad EMF against his mesh as the warlord tried to tear his chest open and tear his spark out by the cybernetic roots. His arm ached, vaguely just recalling, residual pain data flashed in to proto-mass memory. Hard to over write.
“It is good,” said Optimus, more casually now that the matter had been settled, “to see you again, Jazz. The war divides so many of us. It’s rare that we are afforded the chance to find those we thought lost.” He smiled slightly. “It gives all of us hope.”
Jazz smiled. "Yeah, it does. I'm glad to be here. And glad you've got such a good team around you." Jazz tilted his head to the side a bit, optics settling on Optimus' arm. He hadn't missed the physical sounds of discomfort the limb was making: the minute grinding of gears and hydraulics as they tried to find a comfortable position. Optimus' frame in general now was tense, for all that his voice had lightened.
"What about you, Optimus?" Jazz let his speech dip into informality, his glyphs familiar, no longer from subordinate to Prime, but from friend to friend. "How are you?"