[ti]Ep 3.5[/ti]Captive Audience [Closed]
Jun 16, 2023 17:23:43 GMT -5
Post by Carbine on Jun 16, 2023 17:23:43 GMT -5
Should he have grabbed the chair and acted as though he was going to break the door control? Perhaps. Should he have trusted Prowl was close enough to stop him in time during such a display? Maybe. It likely would have been a safe gamble to take on as no doubt he or another was right around the corner. Yet, was that what Carbine did? No. It was a decision that may not have been the wisest, it possibly better to believe in the strength of his allies rather than think he had to solve it all on his own, yet to Carbine it felt so incredibly right. With this, he could not burden the others with needing to 'fight' him again, and they didn’t have to pretend to catch him if he bolted out of the room. The uncertainty of time and keeping his cover was his inspiration... the desire to play his role and not betray what he was doing with some fearful look of hesitation being a command...
He wanted to try to be a good Autobot. No... he HAD to be a good Autobot! He had promised himself he would do so, and yet... he was scared that like so many promises to others that he had made through his life, it could be one more that he let slip between his fingers. If he couldn’t take his own word, then what could he believe? Who could he trust if he couldn't trust himself?
All he could trust at this moment was the fact that he knew how to temporarily brick himself so that he couldn't make any more choices.
So that he didn’t mess up again.
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The black and white mech wasn't consciously tuned into the situation, unable to notice or even comprehend that Knock Out was speaking, or that Prowl had even gotten into the room. It simply was an empty frame that was reacting to erratic pulses across its processor, vents heaving out between flared slats, only for said slats to lurch snap closed as though blocking water out while systems tried to churn them in reverse, before opening once again with a spatted pulse. This was paired with the expected lurches that came with any seizure, limbs taking on partial commands that stopped as soon as they started, before trying to recognize some new action or even the same thing again. It made it awkward to angle him, though pushing him onto his side was rather simple given the large ridge that went down his back, and the curved nature of the shoulder shield.
Beneath, the white rings on his spine twisted and lurched, clicking noises made like the locking spokes of a bike being spun around. This was paired with some of the armor along its side starting to peel away, a flex creating a deep fissure of a gap as if a transformation wanted to take place, only for it to get pulled back together with a spasmed motion. A crackled snarl slipped out from this, one that pitched higher in confusion a moment later.
As quickly as it began, things started to taper just as readily, the most violent phase passing in only thirty seconds or so. This did not mean Carbine woke, however, his gaze was still vacant and empty to look upon nothing at all, though it meant that the forceful movements did diminish to lesser equivalents. Hands twitching open and closed... one knee still trying to lift up every few seconds... While his primary mass slowed, the rings on his back still whirred actively, the sharp spins clicking this way and that as the gap between armor formed again before smoothing back together.
He wanted to try to be a good Autobot. No... he HAD to be a good Autobot! He had promised himself he would do so, and yet... he was scared that like so many promises to others that he had made through his life, it could be one more that he let slip between his fingers. If he couldn’t take his own word, then what could he believe? Who could he trust if he couldn't trust himself?
All he could trust at this moment was the fact that he knew how to temporarily brick himself so that he couldn't make any more choices.
So that he didn’t mess up again.
-
The black and white mech wasn't consciously tuned into the situation, unable to notice or even comprehend that Knock Out was speaking, or that Prowl had even gotten into the room. It simply was an empty frame that was reacting to erratic pulses across its processor, vents heaving out between flared slats, only for said slats to lurch snap closed as though blocking water out while systems tried to churn them in reverse, before opening once again with a spatted pulse. This was paired with the expected lurches that came with any seizure, limbs taking on partial commands that stopped as soon as they started, before trying to recognize some new action or even the same thing again. It made it awkward to angle him, though pushing him onto his side was rather simple given the large ridge that went down his back, and the curved nature of the shoulder shield.
Beneath, the white rings on his spine twisted and lurched, clicking noises made like the locking spokes of a bike being spun around. This was paired with some of the armor along its side starting to peel away, a flex creating a deep fissure of a gap as if a transformation wanted to take place, only for it to get pulled back together with a spasmed motion. A crackled snarl slipped out from this, one that pitched higher in confusion a moment later.
As quickly as it began, things started to taper just as readily, the most violent phase passing in only thirty seconds or so. This did not mean Carbine woke, however, his gaze was still vacant and empty to look upon nothing at all, though it meant that the forceful movements did diminish to lesser equivalents. Hands twitching open and closed... one knee still trying to lift up every few seconds... While his primary mass slowed, the rings on his back still whirred actively, the sharp spins clicking this way and that as the gap between armor formed again before smoothing back together.