[ti]Ep 2.5[/ti]Chasing shadows (Open)
Mar 20, 2017 20:32:30 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Mar 20, 2017 20:32:30 GMT -5
(Ep. 2.5, Week 1 day 2)
It's the small, almost imperceptible changes that bother him most. The ghost of a scent lingering in the air, furniture slightly out of place, a missing stylus, a camera's view turned just so. It's the little things, the thing's he's not supposed to notice but does that make him want to scream. The bigger things, those don't bother him as much. When the changes are transparent, when there's no mistaking that something has been altered behind his back, at least there's no room for doubt. At least he knows someone is just trying to get under his skin.
It's the doubt that gets to him, that's what makes the little things so much more unbearable.
He could deal with some prankster hiding his stylus, or moving his furniture, or shuffling all his meticulously sorted files. He could walk into his office and find it completely re-arranged, and while he'd certainly be aggravated by the breech of privacy and common decency he would at least know it was deliberate. He couldn't imagine something that big, not unless his processor was completely fried. But the little things - God damn them, they were harder to figure out. They were harder to pin down. There wasn't the same kind of certainty that he wasn't just reading too much into things, that he wasn't just seeing connections that weren't there.
Maybe he just forgot where he put something, maybe someone bumped the furniture on accident, maybe the camera's mount just needed re-calibrating. Maybe there were no changes at all, and he was just seeing things. God knows it wouldn't be the first time.
Dragging a hand down his face, Red Alert heaved a heavy sigh, then focused his too-pale optics back on the monitor before him. He was over-thinking things again. He was making mountains out of molehills, letting his cautious nature get the better of his rational mind. No one was deliberately trying to bother him. No one had been in his office, no one had rummaged through his files, and no one had tampered with his cameras. If they had, he would know. They would have left more evidence behind than little things that could easily be explained away if they were noticed at all. No one was that clean, no one could make a get-away without leaving behind a single trace.
Except, maybe, for Mirage. Or Jazz. Or maybe even Zoom-Zoom if he -
No, no. That idea was too far-fetched even for Red Alert.
He just needed to ignore all of this, the suspicion, the uncertainty. It would pass, eventually, and he'd be able to redirect his focus onto legitimate threats to the base's security. He was letting himself get worked up over nothing. He was just stressed about the truce, and MECH, and their ever-dwindling supply of Energon. There was no dark, insidious plot brewing right under his nose. He was being ridiculous.
The sound of footsteps jolted him from his thoughts, startling him back into reality. He blinked at the screen in front of him, wondering how long he had been staring at it, lost in his own head, before turning to face whoever had interrupted his internal monologue.
It's the small, almost imperceptible changes that bother him most. The ghost of a scent lingering in the air, furniture slightly out of place, a missing stylus, a camera's view turned just so. It's the little things, the thing's he's not supposed to notice but does that make him want to scream. The bigger things, those don't bother him as much. When the changes are transparent, when there's no mistaking that something has been altered behind his back, at least there's no room for doubt. At least he knows someone is just trying to get under his skin.
It's the doubt that gets to him, that's what makes the little things so much more unbearable.
He could deal with some prankster hiding his stylus, or moving his furniture, or shuffling all his meticulously sorted files. He could walk into his office and find it completely re-arranged, and while he'd certainly be aggravated by the breech of privacy and common decency he would at least know it was deliberate. He couldn't imagine something that big, not unless his processor was completely fried. But the little things - God damn them, they were harder to figure out. They were harder to pin down. There wasn't the same kind of certainty that he wasn't just reading too much into things, that he wasn't just seeing connections that weren't there.
Maybe he just forgot where he put something, maybe someone bumped the furniture on accident, maybe the camera's mount just needed re-calibrating. Maybe there were no changes at all, and he was just seeing things. God knows it wouldn't be the first time.
Dragging a hand down his face, Red Alert heaved a heavy sigh, then focused his too-pale optics back on the monitor before him. He was over-thinking things again. He was making mountains out of molehills, letting his cautious nature get the better of his rational mind. No one was deliberately trying to bother him. No one had been in his office, no one had rummaged through his files, and no one had tampered with his cameras. If they had, he would know. They would have left more evidence behind than little things that could easily be explained away if they were noticed at all. No one was that clean, no one could make a get-away without leaving behind a single trace.
Except, maybe, for Mirage. Or Jazz. Or maybe even Zoom-Zoom if he -
No, no. That idea was too far-fetched even for Red Alert.
He just needed to ignore all of this, the suspicion, the uncertainty. It would pass, eventually, and he'd be able to redirect his focus onto legitimate threats to the base's security. He was letting himself get worked up over nothing. He was just stressed about the truce, and MECH, and their ever-dwindling supply of Energon. There was no dark, insidious plot brewing right under his nose. He was being ridiculous.
The sound of footsteps jolted him from his thoughts, startling him back into reality. He blinked at the screen in front of him, wondering how long he had been staring at it, lost in his own head, before turning to face whoever had interrupted his internal monologue.