[ti]Ep 3[/ti]Leading the Way [Closed]
Aug 4, 2023 21:09:51 GMT -5
Post by Carbine on Aug 4, 2023 21:09:51 GMT -5
Modifications?
"Nothin' like that. I d-don't really know ͘hów ͝to d͟o͟ ̵aņything, and it wasn't s-som-ething I could go down to the store to get."
It was also not something he would want to trust someone else with.
Carbine already felt issues enough when Bolo got hurt and needed medical care. It was stressful for them both, a level of worry profoundly high for someone he cared about, compounded with a real fear that things could go bad given just about no doctor seemed to know how to deal with an animal any longer. A dog couldn't be reasoned with, and when something hurt they often wanted to lash and bite at whatever hurt him which was a real concern. Muzzling or sedating was often a consideration, and in the worst cases restraint needed to be put into play so that he didn’t hurt himself or others. It was borderline traumatic, and the fear and anxiety felt bled over and even made Carbine want to retaliate and punch the poor doctor who was only trying to help. Thankfully Bolo hadn't needed intensive care yet on Earth, at least not anything that a little minor repair and rest couldn't fix.
Alas, it was not a discussion he would go into, especially as a new topic slammed front and center.
"Oof..."
He had expected there to be something, ANYTHING, that he could work with in regard to Bumblebee’s project. Perhaps a more apparent rough outline of the track with only a few rocks that strayed away, maybe a real cobbled-together mash of a shape to create the target practice dummies, however, it looked as though someone had driven across it all numerous times, and had kicked down the targets into a brambled mess of bits and pieces. Nope. He didn't even get that, it as though Bumblebee had opened a new plot of land and wanted them to start from scratch, which he didn't even know how to do given how daunting it seemed.
"Is th-there, uhh, something to help ind̛i̷cat̷e ̧th͝e path? I don't even know h-how to app͝ro̕ach this..."
A sort of awkward flick of the hand was cast out, the inner edges of Carbine's optical projections seeming to scrunch as a sort of concerned look of confusion.
"I guess I c-̢c-̸t̕c̛h-͟c̕an see where the b-bramble and cacti have b̶ee͘n c̡lear͏e͢d..."
Oh, that was something! The more he looked the more such a clue somewhat jumped out. While some dry grasses and the start of new sage clusters sporadically popped up, their small size in contrast to their full-size counterparts created an odd little path. With this new perspective, he started to get a bead on how big the turns were, though some parts just seemed to vanish into nothingness.
He missed what he was.
He couldn't be himself.
He was being forced into a mold in more ways than one.
Carbine continued to eye the land, certainly feeling the weight of the job in front of them as his rotors sagged, while Bolo simply leaned into the scratches, happy and ignorant.
"Nothin' like that. I d-don't really know ͘hów ͝to d͟o͟ ̵aņything, and it wasn't s-som-ething I could go down to the store to get."
It was also not something he would want to trust someone else with.
Carbine already felt issues enough when Bolo got hurt and needed medical care. It was stressful for them both, a level of worry profoundly high for someone he cared about, compounded with a real fear that things could go bad given just about no doctor seemed to know how to deal with an animal any longer. A dog couldn't be reasoned with, and when something hurt they often wanted to lash and bite at whatever hurt him which was a real concern. Muzzling or sedating was often a consideration, and in the worst cases restraint needed to be put into play so that he didn’t hurt himself or others. It was borderline traumatic, and the fear and anxiety felt bled over and even made Carbine want to retaliate and punch the poor doctor who was only trying to help. Thankfully Bolo hadn't needed intensive care yet on Earth, at least not anything that a little minor repair and rest couldn't fix.
Alas, it was not a discussion he would go into, especially as a new topic slammed front and center.
"Oof..."
He had expected there to be something, ANYTHING, that he could work with in regard to Bumblebee’s project. Perhaps a more apparent rough outline of the track with only a few rocks that strayed away, maybe a real cobbled-together mash of a shape to create the target practice dummies, however, it looked as though someone had driven across it all numerous times, and had kicked down the targets into a brambled mess of bits and pieces. Nope. He didn't even get that, it as though Bumblebee had opened a new plot of land and wanted them to start from scratch, which he didn't even know how to do given how daunting it seemed.
"Is th-there, uhh, something to help ind̛i̷cat̷e ̧th͝e path? I don't even know h-how to app͝ro̕ach this..."
A sort of awkward flick of the hand was cast out, the inner edges of Carbine's optical projections seeming to scrunch as a sort of concerned look of confusion.
"I guess I c-̢c-̸t̕c̛h-͟c̕an see where the b-bramble and cacti have b̶ee͘n c̡lear͏e͢d..."
Oh, that was something! The more he looked the more such a clue somewhat jumped out. While some dry grasses and the start of new sage clusters sporadically popped up, their small size in contrast to their full-size counterparts created an odd little path. With this new perspective, he started to get a bead on how big the turns were, though some parts just seemed to vanish into nothingness.
Nestled beneath the confusion of it all, there was a little envy and frustration felt that he would be unable to even try the course if they did clean it up and make something of interest. He missed his original Altmode so badly that it was almost painful. The ability to coast over all the useless stones and brush so long as they weren’t too tall... The whirling kick of the thrusters striking the earth to pull off sharp turns that could be difficult to those who relied upon wheels to guide them...
He couldn't be himself.
He was being forced into a mold in more ways than one.
Carbine continued to eye the land, certainly feeling the weight of the job in front of them as his rotors sagged, while Bolo simply leaned into the scratches, happy and ignorant.